Scream it to me.
It's never to late to be who you might of been.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
struggle.
anyway, omg i'm in the mood were im stressing hardcore but like i can't do anything cause im in group work. honestly, i hate group assignments. I would rather do assignments on my own then with other people. i don't know, i am jsut stressing and i really want to pass my tafe assignment, like real bad. I know we all go through this but my god, i'm soooooo effing stressed. No one has any idea. I just can't wait to finish it all. The other day, i had a really bad day i was like eff this i'm not doing ANY WORK at all liek i was so fcking over it. I was watching youtube vedio's and i came across this guy my favourite youtuber apart from Davedays, Chris Crocker. He tells everyone the truth, the way it should be. Dosen't hide anything from anybody, it's what i love about him. If some thing was stupid he would tell you, if he gets pissed of, you're in for it. His just an awesome guy that is honest which i love about people, honesty. Anyway, so he said in one of his vedio's
"If ever you have the most F**ked up day or you feel like you failed, pick your self up and started again. There's no use crying. stressing and getting super pissed of over it, Just start again and try the best you ever can."
so yeah, it really inspired me. Although i have nto started yet but i might later. I really want to try my best i can. & it's hard to when you have those really hard moments when you feel like everything just fcks up. It's annoying, but we have to brush of an start again..
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On another hand, dave days made a vedio with miley cyrus. I was so happy and impressed with him, he bassically jsut shit over everyone and said and actually met miley, like thats amazing two years , and he did it. Anyone can do anything, if you try and don't give up.
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Anyway, wish me luck. I'm out bye :)
Friday, February 19, 2010
Rewind!
Cindy & i house we were going to live in the city called the "Hobo Hilton" LOL!
All of cindy's pets names. :L
Our tag XD
Lastly, the first page with the JD, note from cela, gum wraper i taxed of cindy, the gay love heart i drew & all my nicknames cindy and i could come up with. LOL
so yeahhh. That's like 0.5 of my memories.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Just a quick-ee
but thats the way i like it ah-ha-ah-ha, i like it ah-ha-ah-ha. okay that was really lame to i swear if any of my freinds read that i'm pretty sure i would be slapped for the lame-ness. LOL! anyway, just a quick blog :)
i just wanted to say when i was on the bus this arvo , i was thinking of valentines day. Like i dont get it, its a day where people liek express there love & emotions to others right? Well shouldn't this happen everyday? or is it another day were people scab your money ? i don't know but seriosuly whatthehuh!
so anyway i came on here to tell you that LAMBERT yes LAMBERT our house came not first , not third or last but ... wait for it ...
S E C O N D !
yay, i sersiouly totally did not expect that :) im so happy so congrats to our awesome captain tamara! :) you did well ! she's the best captain ever :)
so yeah, im going to go back to studying now.
so ttyl, on sunday :)
Friday, February 12, 2010
Oh hey there blogreaders.
Right now im takign a break from studying, i was full into it and then i did it for three hours now i need a break so im like, HEY i'll post a blog. :] anyway here we go
wait before i start the week, i had this MASSIVE pimple and it was so gross and like i popped it and my lip was liek swollen. sers wtf? are they meant to do that ?
Monday:
Okay so germs, they never really occured to me. Liek honestly, i would be like omg get over it my hands are clean i washed them one so whatevs. Okay dude, after this i never ever will get over germs and how they are everywhere, even our own faces. So we all were in tafe, and then we washed our hands three times really well. Then we had to of had no germs on our hands and there where spot on clean. So we after that we went under this blue light and there was germs everywhere and its so gross. LOL anyway, you probs don't care but it was liek woahh. When i beocme a nurse im showing some one LOL!
Tuesday:
Our last ever interschool swimming carinval! It was crazy fun. With rain hardcore coming down and us all wet, cheering, being losers it was good :] anyway, so that finished about 12ish. & we had heaps of junk. so then we were going to go home and we went to southbank and totes swam in the beach and them went home. p.s- there where HOT as guys there! like if i didn't know davedays i would so want to be with some one like that :) ! LOL so then i went home and i was all sandy, and it felt so gross. I had my shower and then chilled with my friend called study. LOL -p.s- i think MAC won!
Wednesday:
Back to school & the day of double re. We watched this movie called a walk to remember. DUDE IT'S SO GOOOD ! sers recco to you to watch it. it's the best. I wish all guys were that good. But yeah, dude it's so amazing how one person can give so much insperation to another and its sad and its so effing CUTE! i love , love movie! & that song (only hope) has got me addicted LOL its so good ! Anyway, so we dint get to watch all of it on wednesday and i was like willing to give up my lunch to watch it but whatever. I didnt. So i was liek desprroo to watch it. it's really good you should see it ! if you havern't.
Thursday:
Was jsut boring. But i did go to GC with brie & that was fun :) we chilled for a bit.
Friday:
Last day of the week, finally was here. WOO! i got ot finish watching a walk to remeber and it was so good ! and sad and omg <3> youtube vedio, when you get the time watch it, it's so effing good. (yes, i did find it on davedays twitter LOL) but here check it out :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-DK1_zYAQU
i really want to dl it, i'll do it soon. :) so yeahh. BUt yeah it was the usual friday night.
Saturday:
do today i went to the docotors & we went into the chemist to get the medicine. DUDE totes got jelly beans. LOL i love thsoe jelly beans there my favourtie ! ever ! so id anyones thinking of me and you rnear a chemist that sells those jelly beans, your welcome to buy me some LOL! Anyway, so then after that me & mum went shopping to get some food and dude, there was like a whole bunch of people protesting.Because of the guys bluiding some bluidings for whatever, i dont know what there doing but yeah. i read liek all the signs it like "Stop making noise" ; "Think of the kids, there getting sick from no sleep" ; " your destorying the enviroment" Okay so heres what i think. no affence to these people. 1- sersiouly who has the time/wants to do that ? 2- it's for your benefit so shut up 3- the kids arent getting sick from no sleep, i hardly have any sleep doing hw/study and shit all yr SO GET OVER IT ! 4- solution to your probelm, move houses 5- stop complaining. Sers it's not like the worlds ending. so thats my little rant at them. Anyway, so the rest of the bluiders over the other side were pissing them sleves laughing LOL! as if anyones going to do anything. no affence again !
So anyway, apart from that for my exciting outting out in the morning, i've been talking,sleeping, studying so yeah thought i mught let that all out :)
Sunday:
I can't read the future :) but
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! <3
hope you all have a good one! & i really wanna see that movie too. lol.
laters
Monehhh xoxo.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Or if no one is reading this hello to myself. LOL
OKay so today, i was on dailybooth chilling and for you guys who don't who know it was. It's like this web where everyone takes pictures and yeah. So yeah, i was on davedays dailybooth ofcourse. OKay so i found these pictures of davedays, which are totally friggen cute. :)
tell me what you guys think in the faces box under this blog so here we are:
( i dont know if that posted if not , look at these links)
Yeah, those two. I love him so much. I really hope he dosen't see this LOL . lets hope he will never see.
Anyways, on another note. I randomaly turned the tv on and there was like this movie with all these teen kids and like they were at this camp (cause they were out of control). and like they totured them all and then at the end , cause i was half way through it. its like said it was a true story. like WTF! i would of killed the gaurds. they were such bitches. I thought i might share that with you :)
So yeah, this is my last bludge weekend for the year, so i thought i might soak it up the lazy way hahaha. Just chiling and blogging. If i finish my assigenments and everything i might blog. But i don't think im going to do it much from next monday & onwards.
There's this apple right next to me at the moment, and it looks so dam good. :) *drools* But i dont want it :P. Talking about food, my mum was cleaning out the cubboard and she pulled out a loaf of bread it was fully green. O____________________O'' yumm :P LOL . jokes !
& also on food i deicided today, for my 17th birthday. I don't want any normal cake.. no ice-cream cake.. no fancy chocolate cake! Okay .. ready for it, i want a ........................
R A I N B O W
JELLY CAKE!
Made out of different falvours of jelly , pure jelly. No other shit in it. :P
I totes think thats cool as. :] & if you don't your jealous :P
i'll post again tomorrow.
Monehh xoxo
Friday, January 29, 2010
Another day.
"Girls are taught alot of stuff while growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never trim your own bangs and some day you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every storie were told implores us to wait for it, the third ac twist, the unexpected decarlaration of love, the expection to rule. But some times we are so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones that don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending dosen't include a guy, maybe it's ... you, on your own, picking up the peices and starting over, freeing yourself up for somthing better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is ... just ... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and the embarrassment you never gave up hope."
Yeah so i know, you might think omg thats so corny. I thought it was cute :) so whatevs. but thats enough about the internet.
This year for year 12, im making myself do the following:
1. Study/Assigenments before anything
2. Trying to get really good marks (no C's)
3. Get a really good rank (now doing rank)
Yeah, even though people are like "OMG, im going to try so well this year, like sersiously!" and then they never do it or they give up in the middle of the year. Seriously , i can't be anymore serious. I'm going to try , its my last year and EVERYTHING is summitive T___T . Okay, so wish me luck :) im going to try so hard. Oh & that dosen't mean im going to say "facebook and msn , none of that this year. no going on it what so ever!" okay sersiouly who ever thinks that , you so know you are bullshitting yourself. Honestly, we've all being there and failed that. So i'm going to give my self times where im going to go on it for a certain amount of time. So yeah, thats my goals. :)
Oh and after school i went with Asha and Brie to marter and we hardout chilled there and i gave asha some V to drink, so like i poured it in her mouth . (H) practing my nursing skills.
Thats seriosuly to much text for one night.
Okay, im out.
xoxo Monehh :)